hmm.. was writing this in my notepad from 4 years ago. it;s filled with journal entries of touring poland for the first time and letters to mon ange begging for her back. on my way to hawaii. just got off the ground (literally) am currently over queens. jeez- flying shore is amazing... i wish it wasn't overcast right now becausei love the view from LGA directly over manhatan.

since i been in manhattan, i travelled a ton. lessee, i been to argentina (2x), italy (2x), vienna (2x) poland (2x), germany (2x) japan (2x), puerto rico (2x), colombia (2x), dominican republic, virgin islands, mexico, korea, taiwan, serbia, israel, brazil, czech republic, uruguay, and various us cities... i would still have to say my memre of hawaii still ranks it as my #1 all time favoritplace. this trip is for loose tea's wedding. the first gilr i kissed in nyc. we moved out here on the same day from the same city, but completely independent of each other. haven't seen her in years so it should be soooo good. golgo 22 is also out there, hee lived across the street from me as a kid so we been friends for like 25 years so that should be soooooo goood to. bradass and aloha ames are expecting to deliver the day front down in maui so maybe i can be a midwife or some shit... (now that i'm typing, i since have talked to bradass- they are stoked on their 1 week old son! - yayuh!). so that will be soooooo goood. too.

*sigh*

finally... my first true love r-dogg lives in oahu w/ her husband and kid. wow. i can't even tell you what we been through together, how much i learned from her and how much she influence me into who/what i am today. we ended things still very much in love butt it had to end... she is the best ever. i don't even know if i can bring myself up to talk/see herbw

*sigh*

fingering through one of my fave mags skymall. i love this shit. in this issue i want the marshmallow rifle (hammacker shclemmker), toaster oven/toaster combo (frontgate), and the mount anywhere tripod from skymall.

at o'hare at the point this point of writing (butt i'm actually at the w hotel now about to jump in the water in honolulu)